A horrible day

This I must post...Everyone must know.

--> I choose to believe that I am free.
I could not sleep.
I was actually feeling hot if I am under a blanket but when I took off the blanket I am freezing
Even when the fan is off.
However, I tried cuddling up but my stomach was feeling the pain.
As I look at the clock. it shown 1am. 2nd Time I look at the clock it shows 2am (about laa) 3rd time I got up and rushed to the toilet and started to vomit. Who would be awake to help me in this situation....felt so alone and pain + tired.
I then went back to my bed and sing Amazing Grace.
It was Grace that made feel the warmth to go to bed. As so I choose. Then comes the next morning when it attacked me in collage again...Even when I am trying to learn from the teacher...I would hold it out of respect. Well lunch went well. Even though have no mood to eat.
Back home dinner after a nap. Parents cooked the Kampa specialty where they cook the curry chicken in to the bread. Horrid in sight but hunger i felt i decided to take a bite.
Of course it didn't work out so well. I started to feel worse.

even so cut the story short I decided to lay it all back to the Lord most high. No way am I going to have this its not normal. I went to my room and sang here I am to worship. Just when I do so...I felt the vomit no the usual pain 1 but just a natural one that comes in and it just came out. Now I am well Amen and amen.